Moline Apartments is next to a cemetery. The Mean Street van is pulled up in the parking lot. It is a cool and chilly evening. The trees are stripped of leaves, branches, like arms stretch heavenward. Across from us, rows and rows of cement head stones, proclaiming the dead. The apartments are set up in two rows sharing an uncovered common space. The semi circular seating tables and benches, made of stone add to the ambience. It is as if this were a hotel vestibule, only make believe luxury. The people here are in need, though some appear content and none are in any visible state of discontent. The children are outside playing with a ball. The smell of home cooking wafts in the air.
One boy runs up and flies into Fred’s warm embrace. Fred envelops the boy, all bright eyes and spiky hair, in a bear hug. Fred is the only one among us who speaks Spanish. Today, there are twelve ministers, going out in threes’ and twos’ armed with resource guides, burrito, bread and pastries baskets. It’s Patty’s birthday. She has chosen to spend it here on Mean Street among us.
In another parking lot, where we meet Ministers from other churches and sort out and load the van, we find a chocolate birthday cake, among the pastries. The Ministers tease Patty that that’s her cake. The one the Lord’s provided. Now, Craig her husband, they tell her, can save money. Patty laughs, her eyes, face, hands and body, reflecting that lightness of spirit and joy, only those at ease in their minds and hearts, with God and man, seem to possess. James asks Pastor Ronnie to lead us in prayer. Pastor Ronnie prays that God will bless the seeds of love that are sown tonight.
“True love’s the gift which God has given
To man alone beneath the heaven:
It’s not fantasy’s hot fire,
Whose wishes, soon as granted, fly;
It liveth not in fierce desire,
With dead desire it doth not die;
It is the secret sympathy,
The silver link, the silken tie,
Which heart to heart and mind to mind
In body and soul can bind.” – Sir Walter ScottThe first person we minister to is a young mother, two months into her pregnancy. “I will have some cookies, please. I am pregnant, so I eat a lot.” she said as she looked hungrily at the laden baskets. Ricky offers to pray for her and for her unborn child. She accepts with alacrity and invites us in, out of the cold.
The apartment is sparsely furnished. A wooden chair, a single tall stand lamp and a television set are all there is in the living room. Craig, Patty’s husband, takes the resource guide and briskly informs her of what is available. Furniture. Warm Clothes. Strawberries. The young mother’s eyes widen, as she listens.
Ricky prays for her and advises her to find a church.
“You need the connection, a church family, that covering and shelter. People who will pray for you and help you through this pregnancy and this season of your life. This will be a season of blessing for you,” Ricky reassures her.
Mellisa, name tattoed on her left arm, listens, wide eyed. Her hair in two thin braids, feet in black sneakers, she looks like a child herself. It is apparent that the burly, brotherly presence of both men, Craig and Ricky is comforting to her. When Craig directs Melissa to the van for any other needs she might have, she intones thank you, guys, in a soft voice of wonderment. “I’ll go to the van right now,” she says as we leave.
The Ministers work their way through the apartments, sending people with needs down to the van. Later Nancy and Peter approach Fred with the phone number of a woman who needs a minister to speak to her on spiritual matters. They need someone who speaks Spanish and Fred will call her tomorrow.
James directs a man who needs advice on a legal matter to Peter. Later, I tell Nancy, I didn’t know Mean Street helped with legal matters. She didn’t either, she said to me. What kind of a lawyer is Peter, I asked realizing, soon afterward that that didn’t matter. The answer was obvious when I understood the man’s situation. Peter is the kind of lawyer God can use. The kind of lawyer that people the International Justice Mission – the kind God uses to set the oppressed free, the kind who rest on Isaiah 58, demonstrating with their lives and actions, who their Lord is, what true fasting and what real religion looks like.
Suddenly, I am thankful, thankful for all these bountiful good gifts: for Peter, for Mean Street Ministry, for Patty and Craig who have chosen to celebrate her birthday with us, for Dwayne, James, Pastor Ronnie, Tom, Vicki and Fred, Nancy ….a God who is indeed Emmanuel, God with us, walking, alongside……. I needed in my own life to see God’s redemptive work. I needed to see a lawyer out on these streets who is not the kind the poet Carl Sandburg describes in his poem, “The Lawyers Know Too Much.” I needed to see the Hispanic man being ministered to by James, Patty and Peter to truly believe and see what the Christian faith, the body, the cloud of witnesses do. Under the moonlight, as I watch, my heart begins to sing.
James later mentions in jest that the only clearly spoken English word, the Hispanic man could say was – pissed. Everyone laughs. It is the laughter of the secret sympathy, The silver link, the silken tie, which heart to heart and mind to mind, in body and soul can bind.. That is the gist of it. Peter has taken the man’s number and will be calling him. Peter and Mean Street’s presence and ministry fed more than one hungry soul this evening. Who would have thought, who would have known, who would ever guess, that one of those souls was me!
Thanksgiving. It is soon to be Thanksgiving and muchos gracias fills the air. As the people mill around the van, as the ministers talk, pray, play and give away, I am thankful. Mean Street draws people from all professions who have given their heart to Jesus, and serve God. I am glad that today, I among the twelve chosen to be out among the people, what Carl Sandburg describes as the seed ground.
Next stop, Shepard’s motel. Yes, the one owned by Mr. Orlando adjacent to that neon sign advertising nude dancing. But perish that thought, that temptation, that outlook and remember this:
“True love’s the gift which God has given
To man alone beneath the heaven:
It’s not fantasy’s hot fire,
Whose wishes, soon as granted, fly;
It liveth not in fierce desire,
With dead desire it doth not die;
The rest of this poem is illustrated, no, illuminated by the Mean Street Ministry outside the motel, under the streetlamps and the near that neon sign. Once again, I don’t know anymore who gives and who receives grace on Mean Street. After knocking on doors, reconnecting with families, individuals and strangers- people we pray for and people who want to pray for us- the Ministers gather outside the motel, by the van. Looking at his kind, bespectacled, smiling face I wonder idly if Mr. Orlando is a Christian. Nancy says she doesn’t know but she informs me that Mr. Orlando is welcoming of Mean Street and asks us to minister to others in other motels in the area that he owns.
It is the secret sympathy,
The silver link, the silken tie,
Which heart to heart and mind to mind
In body and soul can bind.”
The Ministers share their personal stories and testimonies with each other. Right there, on these streets, by that neon sign, people come up and begin to talk about God and spiritual matters. Before we leave this evening, the circle of prayer has widened, more than the twelve of us are gathered here today. As we pray, I realize with gratitude what that church sign in Lakewood –God’s Work, Our Hands – must mean.
The Hispanic man comes to mind again. His particular distress and experience of injustice causes me to ask that pesky and perennial question – why? Why evil, why?
“Yes. Think how God must feel though…”Nancy muses, “You wonder why He doesn’t wipe it all out.”
“But why? Why do people exploit and take advantage of others?” I persisted.
“Because they can.” Patty said, matter of factly, reiterating what Gary Haughan, founder of the International Justice Mission had once said in a talk.
Then like a light bulb went on, like that neon sign, it occurred to me. God is slow to anger. In His mercy and compassion, he allows victims to endure injustice and suffers with them. Often, He sends angels….like Peter tonight, or Mean Street or IJM but sometimes, He withdraws people, so we seek Him in prayer. As Oswald Chambers writes in My Utmost For His Highest, “We receive His blessings, but do we know Him?”